Happy New Year Girlfriends!
2014 (exhales)
You ever felt like something good was going to happen? It just drops in your spirit? Well I felt that early 2014, but I knew a storm was first.
2014 was an entire faith walk. Everything that happened was meant to stress me, kill me, and make me fall in despair.
2014 I realized how strong I was. I realized how much God will take care of me, when everybody turns their back, I learned what favor I have in his eyes. How he adores me.
2014 I fell in love with God. Not like most people just say, I fell deep, desiring him, loving him, praying , and yearning to walk more in obedience. Because what I learned was, he takes care of me entirely. I can trust him, and he can fix my life.
2014 I had courage to make my dreams come true. Some days I feel like I'm crazy with passion for my writing and the thought of publishing books, and being a award winning writer. I really think some days, the dream is too far fetched. Like why would anyone read something I have to say? Then I hear GODs voice telling me to be patient, to continue doing what I am doing, and in the perfect time, he will put it all in place…I just have to believe and do the work…onward.
2014 I made positive connections, that will forever change the course of my life for the better.
2014 I begin to fall in love with "me" knowing my worth, and not allowing anybody to convince me otherwise, anymore. To let go of most of my pain (2015 this will all be gone). Knowing I'm human and I will forever make mistakes, but I'm forgiven and fall under Gods undeserving GRACE and MERCY. *insert praise*
2014 I learned that when seasons are up to let people go. How to be okay with things ending, I lost long time friendships, because I recognize as I grew, that this relationship did not ever have healthy foundations. Some people are on different waves.
2014 I learned how to submerge myself in positivity, and how that will save my mental. I knew how important this was, but I learned how to aggressively attack negativity.
2014 I learned the importance of alone time. It's very important and very necessary.
I really could go on. See I didn't receive any material blessings, I didn't want for anything! But I remember there was a time where I felt like material things defined my status in life. I had less than many so I felt inferior. When I begin to acquire material things throughout the years, I still was struggling. Still very unhappy.
What I acquired in 2014 was priceless, and it is going to hold me forever, so that I can have peace for the rest of my life, however long that is. I'm thankful, many people on the outside looking in would see my struggle for 2014. They have no idea how 2014 has forever change the course of my life for the better.
2015 is about to be something! I can't wait, my mind is focused, my God is on my side. Later I'll post what I will accomplish this year….i want you all to be well, stay encouraged, and dig deep. You may have learned more than you know in 2014. Sometimes it's not what we receive but it's the lesson learned that is valuable. Think on that!
Xoxo, ElleVita
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